I've been noticing in my spirtual path that one lesson I need to really focus on is being in the present. I can't believe that it's my beloved first born, D'Arcy Doo the dog, that will be teaching me this lesson now. We learned the news 2 days ago that she has a bladder tumor. I keep thinking to myself, "nothing like an exhausting dose of complete and utter sorrow to shock you back into reality". 2 weeks ago I would get frustrated with her, always under foot, waiting for my every move. Now, as she starts to slow down, I find myself looking for her in the house, and craving her to be "under foot". It's my lesson now, to cherish each moment I have, be present with her and try not to get distracted by the unecessary. This will be a tough one. I don't know how much time I have with "the doo" but I'm determined to make each day the best they can be for her and for me.
I remember Emma, our basset hound, always under-foot and I used to get so angry tripping over her. What I've come to realize over the years since her death, is that she was teaching me in those moments to be patient, to slow down and to be present. What I remember most is her true happiness always, even after I yelled at her. Always forgiving of my human faults. Pets are our greatest teachers in our quest for self-understanding and spirituality. BE with "The Doo" for as long as you can! xoxo
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